Thursday, November 24, 2005

You Do Not Belong

Shiny...I believe I made a mistake and I shouldn't have come here. Despite the Baker's welcoming nature I still feel like someone looking in, looking in on something I shouldn't. Jessie seems to belittle her parents at every turn without a single thought. I feel my presence is detriment to my her, since I do notice a somewhat more annoyed state of mind within her.. Seeing the old house on the street made me feel despair at the fact that soon I will have to forsake my old life, old bonds. Ultimately this is one of those few moments where I truly feel alone, and right now it's killing me. No matter, the feeling shall pass soon enough.
"You do not... belong..."
Game of the Moment: Baldur's Gate: Tales of the Sword Coast

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Invisible

Inward he's grown...I need my space, doesn’t everybody? I don’t feel comfortable posting my true thoughts on the group blog, so I’ve resurrected this one. I’ll truly be surprised if anyone reads this.

These last couple months have been a drain on my sanity. So many things seemed to go wrong. Yes, life is not supposed to be a cake-walk, I know, but dammit, this is worse than usual. I yearn for solitude, yet I want the company of those I’ve turned away at the same. I don’t want to keep focused anymore.
…INIVISBLE KID
GOT A PLACE OF HIS OWN
WHERE HE’LL NEVER BE KNOWN
INWARD HE’S GROWN

INVISIBLE KID
LOCKED AWAY IN HIS BRAIN
FROM THE SHAME AND THE PAIN
WORLD DOWN THE DRAIN…”
Song of the Moment: “Invisible Kid” by Metallica